Sometimes, I wished things went back to normal. Our relationship was so good and was at it’s best. And I had to just ruin it. I remember the first day we met, it was one of the best days of my life. I really miss you. It sucks that things aren’t working out. I really wished it did. You made/still make me the happiest girl on earth. I’m so thankful for everything you’ve done for me. You seriously changed my life, before, I never wanted to be in a relationship because I was scared to fall in love, but for you I risked it. But look at me now, I am deeply/madly in love with you and things are falling apart. I wished we can work things out because I know if I received a second chance, things will be different.
“At times things are all good, but sometimes we start to argue. Even though my mind state changes and actions start to get rowdy. I hope you know I love you & the best feelings when youre around me.”
» “A lot of relationships end because once the person has you, they stop doing the things it took to get you.”
I hate when this happens, I think the problem is when a relationship gets too comfortable a person will start to forget about the little things that use to matter a lot. Like the good morning/night texts, the sweet sayings, or even a simple reminder that they’re the only one for you. I’m scared to actually get into a relationship and have to deal with this. I want someone to do all the things they did in the beginning till the end. I don’t want someone that will just do all these things in the beginning to make me fall for them and all of a sudden stop. I want someone that will continue all the things that made me fall for them. I don’t want a relationship where it’s just gonna die out so easily because a person just stopped trying as hard. A relationship should always have a strong connection and endless effort. I just want a long lasting loving & serious relationship, no more little flings or short-term relationships.
» Learn to appreciate the littlest things.
» “It’s amazing how you knock me off my feet”
I don’t think i can ever explain my love for my boyfriend. It’s crazy how hard i’ve fallen for him. I never saw myself in a relationship because im the type of girl who doesn’t need a man to be happy. But, having him makes me happy 24/7. When things aren’t at it’s best, he always finds a way to make it better. I love the fact that he puts up with my mood swings and my bitchiness. I love him, and i love being with him, I really couldn’t ask for anything more. <3
This weekend has been one of best weekends ever. It sucks not being able to see someone everyday when before you did. On Friday baby and I went to his house and then chilled and thought about where to eat. We went to Boiling Crab. So yums :)! Then, went back to his house and knocked out till 5 and went home. On saturday, chilled at home and went about until he picked me up. Went to his house and watched tv. He knocked out and then woke up and when he did i knocked out. Woke up later on and just talked and then koed again. Woke up in the morning, went home and then helped my dad cleaned for new years. I miss my bf already ;(
» I’m not close to many people anymore.
I think i have one of the best boyfriends in the world. I love him and everything about him. He treats me like princess. We have such a good relationship, we can mess around with each other with out getting all butt hurt. Its so hard to stay mad at him, it crazy. I seriously never felt like this towards a guy before. People call me CVC but i really dont care because i love spending time with him. 122511.<333333333
» Happy Birthday Mom <3
People never appreciate their parents, you don’t know who you have until theyre gone. Today marks your 43rd birthday. You’ve been gone for 7 years and I miss you dearly. I miss your hugs kisses and you. I miss you being around us all the time. I learned to appreciate the people I have because of you. You passing away taught me to appreciate dad. He’s a hard working man,raising 5 kids on your own Isn’t easy. Thank you for everything you taught me. I love you and miss you.
FCK KELLY TOO MY BAD<3 Ahahaha. Love you btch. Miss you too.